It has been weeks since I have felt true happiness. I have forgot what it is like to walk down the street and be in the moment. I hate using old sayings, but I don't have the motivation to stop and smell the roses.
I know what it is that I need to do in order to find my happiness. But just because I know what to do doesn't mean that I have the motivation to follow up.
Lately all I want to do is sleep. I crawl into bed at least two or three times a day and take naps. I find myself wanting to escape reality by losing myself in my unconsciousness. I need to find a hobby that gets me out of the house. I still get to the gym regularly, but that isn't having the same effect it once did. I won't stop going, I have made some real progress on my physical appearance and it adds to my increased self esteem.
I just need to find an outdoor activity that makes me happy. I am going to start exploring some possibilities that are around the area...and motivate myself to get there.
I agree! You should try to find something to do out and about. Perhaps you can start meditating outside, and taking walks. However, do not hide behind a new activity. The thing you must prioritize is the fact that you are unhappy, and you need to work on long-term goals to maintain that happiness. You deserve the best, we all do. So, take it slowly and smell the...sweaty jockstraps *giggity*
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